Saturday, July 24, 2010

"sexual intercourse is not intrinsically banal"


“Sexual intercourse is not intrinsically banal, though pop-culture magazines like Cosmopolitan suggest that it is. It is intense, often desperate. The internal landscape is violent upheaval, a wild and ultimately cruel disregard of human individuality, a brazen, high-strung wanting that is absolute and imperishable, not attached to personality, no respecter of boundaries. It ends not in sexual climax but in a human tragedy of failed relationships, vengeful bitterness in an aftermath of sexual heat, personality corroded by too much endurance of undesired, habitual intercourse, conflict, a wearing away of vitality in the numbness finally of habit or compulsion or the loneliness of separation. The experience of fucking changes people, so that they are often lost to each other and slowly they are lost to human hope.

The pain of having been exposed, so naked, leads to hiding, self-protection, building barricades, emotional and physical alienation or violent retaliation against anyone who gets too close…”

- Andrea Dworkin, Intercourse



Iris Nesher
iris nesher "sexual intercourse is not intrinsically banal", c print



This isn't really what the show will be about, but this was a certain passage and print combination that I found particularly entrancing. It isn't really my place to post any of the other writings, but I figured it wouldn't hurt to give a little taste of what the next show at the gallery I work for, Bruno David Gallery, will be like. Opening will be on September 10.

Friday, July 16, 2010

Monday, July 5, 2010

on body

here's a story about me: i learned to walk on my first birthday.


my cousin said that it was as though i woke up and decided, yep this is the day guys. i got up and fell relentlessly, determined face plant after face plant, until my parents probably thought i was retarded. finally, i got up walking and truthfully, i've been walking and falling ever since.


in between middle school and high school, i gave myself the nickname of 'fel'. as in, i fell, but that's in the past. i fell, but i always get back up. i fell, but never again.



that was not true. perhaps it should have been, 'fell, fall, will fall'. but this is how i stumble through. there has been conversation lately about my insecurities, my lack of confidence in myself, but i disagree; i feel that i intimately know my weaknesses, and am aware of my strengths. afterall, we're the masters of our own destruction, and when that day comes, i would like to be able to assess how i reached that point.



maybe my circulation is bad, but whenever i get hurt, the scar does not fade easily. being a sculpture major is not necessarily good for my clumsiness either. i've cut myself on band saws, burned my fingers several times, cut myself on table edges and assortment of blades. i have little marks all over my arms, legs, and face even, like constellations,





like drawings.









i throw myself through sand and waves. my body burnished with mistakes, polished. it may not be pretty, but i wouldn't know how else to be. so, friends, stop challenging my scars. don't look down on me when i fall. i treasure my hard-earned patina. and you'd be foolish to feel sorry for me. watch me, and you'll see.

Monday, June 21, 2010

also, some names to remember,


Hsieh Teh Ching
Cai Guo Qiang
Krzysztof Wodiczko

a show!

"Regarding Place"
opening reception, june 25, 6-8
through august 20
@ St. Louis Artist's Guild, 2 Oak Knoll Park
(right off of Big Bend on your right when driving from main campus)


my first juried show, so please come

Thursday, March 4, 2010

let's get rich..

and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance

missin the days on the railroad tracks


Wednesday, March 3, 2010

newish old art

i haven't posted any work yet, so i think i might!


from the video installation "Untitled":








































"Because I can't be Beautiful" hair drawings: (disclaimer: god, i really don't mean it to look or sound so self indulgent. it really isn't as emo/psycho as it seems....?!)



































Miscellaneous work:











circuitry for my mini elevators, just sitting in my lap :>










studio shot










u-city proposal model









doodle.sketch.drawing. as way of mining for material



YAP! most of this work was done last semester. i'll have shots of more current stuff soon~